The Last Day of 2007

Before 2007 ends, I guess I should post something. You know, as a closure or... whatever.

So then, having spent 13/14 of my school holidays at home, mum's starting to what? Yeah, NAG: "Aiyaaah~why are you always at home, why do I always see you at home." yadas.
Come to think of it, how many parents actually encourage you to go out all the time? So it seems I'm kinda extreme to a point. Ah, but no no no, don't start to pity me for my seemingly void social life. Although sometimes it can get really YAWNS (thanks to our so damn interesting tv programmes and the fact that I've watched literally all those watchable dramas and movies online), I still enjoy staying in the comfort of my room as compared to getting out there and become one of those sardines in a can. Like, sweaty people, eww!

Anyways, after spending my days watching tv and sleeping and dazing, I finally decide that on this last day of the year, I'm going to... start doing some tutorials. Hah, cry for me.
hmm. um. ya. eh. ahem.
I don't know what to say anymore so in closing, here's wishing all of you, especially my buddies, have great fun entering adulthood and happy decaying! Brace yourselves for the new 2008! Cheeers~ Woo!! I'm so excited (NOT). : )

FREAKING WEATHER.
Hmph.

I am convinced that parents are, and will be, biased toward/against one child or the other.
In dad's case, I am clearly THE favourite. Always getting the better stuff - the bigger room, bigger TV, new players, HIFI etc.
And so, may God bless his soul.

But!... Don't go on and pity my bro cos' he happens to be mum's favourite.
WHY DO I HAVE TO GET ON TO THOSE BLOODY HOUSEHOLD CHORES(LAUNDRY FLOORS DISHES) WHILE HE GETS TO SLEEP IN THE WHOLE DAY?!! WHAT HAPPENED TO GENDER EQUALITY?!!!

Yeah, so that's basically my family. Yours?

Stepped into THE hospital today. Dreadful memories. Life can simply cease. Period, nothingness. You can't help it, it chooses you. Fate, Destiny - that's what we call it.
I really miss her.
In case you wonder, nope, nothing happened.
Today marks the day of one of the longest conversations I ever had with Dad for this year. Pep talks about growing up and getting older. Basically, the way of life. Work, financial stuff and blahs. Summing it all up - S-T-R-E-S-S-F-U-L. From now, I shall fully truly enjoy my anti-social/boring/tiny ounce of student life.
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Random: Things I simply hate:
My blurness
The freaking freezing antarctica-like 2 hour bus journey home
My really short term memory
Being broke
Suck at driving (PS: I tend to space out and stone)
Fatcat getting old
Fatcat messing up the house
To be cont'd...
Anyway I hope we can skip Christmas, New Year and get on to CNY.

周杰倫 - 牛仔很忙


... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...SPEECHLESS ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

我上课上到要。。。吐!!
One of my "GOING GAGA OVER - I WANT IT BADLY" loves of the moment:


In white of course.
I know, CUTE right?

Yeps, I'm dreaming on.

Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs:

Self-Actualisation

Esteem

Love/Belonging

Safety

Physiological Needs

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My Hierarchy of Needs:

Money

Money

Money

Money

Money

I think mine's more accurate.

Thank you Joyce and Jo for having this sooo belated birthday lunch with me. Present, I like : ). Time spent with you guys is always good fun even if it's spending an hour shopping at watsons. Ahem Joyce, you need to see more of us.
Okay, if you can. I shouldn't be too demanding.
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LBO lecture:
"chi yu, can I have your answer for this question?"
At that moment, I wanted to die die die. LET MEEEE DISAAPPEEAR. POOF! WHATEVER IT TAKES!
That was the only thing in my mind when I was called by the lecturer in a class of hmm, not much, around 200 students?! SHIT.
I should do myself a favor soon. No one is to hear "chi yu" anymore. No more of "chi yu", "chi yan","chi youn", all the chi's and y***'s. Hell yeah.
Is CHIU-YUN so damn difficult to pronouce people? Ch-iu Yu-n.
NOT Chi-u Y-un. GET THAT RIGHT. IT'S DRIVING ME BONKERS!!!!
Warning to those who've read: Do not irritate me by calling me those sickening names.
I may kill.

Tomorrow's a time for reconciliation.
I've been avoiding this day for as long as I possibly can.
I guess this is really it then.

Just a thought: How many of you actually lie to yourself?

You guys are the best!

Ahem. Test test.

To:
ahkong zhimin xueqi joyce josephine calista qinglin sinli joanna shaun weian jiajun zhiwei jay candy sijia Joyce ruisi john yongwee kk junwei

thank you guys for making my day. : )

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Okays, so my first day of my 20th year alive was spent with ahKong and her BOYFRIEND zm (hahaha) in town after school. I can't thank you enough for making this day such a tremendously great day for me. Although your idea of a birthday card was scribbling well wishes at the back of the receipt of the present you got me - the ohgodsodamnexpensive bag, I still love the bag to bits. Maybe partly cos I chose it myself hor. WHAT?

Thank you jj and zw for the chocs and card.

Present from Mum was kind of overwhelming...for like an hour. Was on cloud nine for awhile cos I seriously never expect to own anything like that before my mid 20's. Of cos, it's not the heavy price tag that made it to one of the top list. Just that it was something I thought was beyond reach for at least the next few years.

But the best moment of the day was getting something for myself!!

*If you're wondering, these are my hands* obvious bah?

This is the last time I will get to see this. Took quite a while to come to terms with it. Kind of 不舍得去糟蹋他. But this is a gift to myself, a gift to remind me of my life thus far and a gift to remind me of the things I promised to achieve in life.我自己对自己的承诺。: )
It's the last rebellious thing I'll ever do towards my parents. (Mum disapproves, hurs) But it lets me remember the things I don't want to forget.

A new journey, a new life.

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Weeeee, another surprise by Xq and Sj at home. This year there's no ice-cream for cake but the real stuff. Thanks for making the effort to celebrate this day before it ends. Really appreciate it!!

Anyways Sj, I think you should stop with the "there's fire outside your house, open the door now!!" lie. Maybe you can opt for "Open your door, we're outside already."? Hahas. Much LOVE.

私の誕生日

I want to leave a few words and enjoy the last remaining minutes of being 19 before I bid farewell to the “1”.
I know.. I will miss you too. CRY!!!
Okays, it’s the PMS.
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so then.
It’s officially 12.00.
I’M FINALLY 20 Y’ALL!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
You guys can now call me O-L-D.

She won't be reading but I'm still saying this to her: to my supposed best friend of 8 years - WQL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hurs, I hope you do realise I'm still breathing. Happy Birthday to xB too : ).
Been dragging myself to school from monday to wednesday (I still and especially detest the jouney home when the bus will be cramped with sec boys and the scarce air permeated with the pungent stench of their fully-sweat-soaked shirt. It's an hour of sick nausea. Shit.) then slacking for the rest of the week. I literally am s-l-a-c-k-i-n-g. I would stare at the lappie with no idea what to do, stare at the ceiling when insomia kicks in, stare at nothing when I'm bored staring at the ceiling.I just sit there and stare till the sun comes up.
When I wake, the same routine continues. I stare at the tv, the com, the ceiling and then at nothing.
This leaves me with a lot of time at hand to do much thinking and therefore the slight emo. Probably because the road's coming to an end for my years as a teen. Approaching the number "2_" is frightening. *Shudders*Is this it? Forever goodbye to the "1's"? (20 is my new 21, which explains anxiety. I almost cried. Yeahs, I know, like ??? ) With it, comes a hefty price - Resposibility. It sounds immensely cliché but nonetheless, a reality. Being responsible no longer only for myself but also for my family. Little signals here and there and realisation began to dawn on me. How much time can I still spend with the people around me now? I hate goodbyes but inevitably all things come to an end. Be it time with friends, family, all.
Wait: I HEREBY APOPLOGISE FOR THIS MELANCHOLIC POST. PLEASE PARDON.
Many things I would like to achieve in this life - some, I've missed the opportunity to do so, many too afraid to take the first step and for others, I simply didn't make enough effort to do so. I will try, give me time.

Wokays, I shall not dampen this wonderful day any further~ See, this is what you get what you have sooo much time. I'm just going back to staring.

HAPPY "18th" BIRTHDAY MY AH BU!!!
Haha, she insists she's 18 every year. Gosh, I'm already older than her.
Nothing special as usual, another mini party meaning yet another ear-deafening karaoke session with tons of her friends at home. Endure I shall~
She sure knows how to enjoy life, at least much more than I know how. Mahjong, karaoke, dancing lessons, make-overs, facials and blah blahs while I, on the contrary, very much prefer remaining in my humble abode most of the time. I think I look more like the mother, yes?
Anyways, here's to a healthier, more beautiful and hopefully less kiam pa her (I sincerely pray with all my heart she'll stop waking me up so sickeningly early in the morning just to have some lame stupid breakfast).
I LOVE YOU MUM! er, no I didn't actually say that.

IT'S BACK TO SCHOOL~
"Yeahs", "Sighs" all at the same time.
Kind of anticipating student life for some time but when D-day's here, yawns.
It's back to the 1 1/2 hour journey to school, go through the 3 hour lecture, then another 1 1/2 hour bus ride home. Journey just seems never ending. 3 days of school and I spent 9 hours on road. How ... is that?
Sidetracking.
These few days acquaintances are poppin' up in my tv screen constantly. It's great that they know what they want in life and are pursuing it. They don't seem to have any doubt about their future.
For me, I finally know what I want in my life but not until a few weeks ago. I have my colleague to thank for. The talks and all really woke me up. Better late than never right? So then, let's celebrate liberation from the "duh, I really don't know what to do with my life-I guess what comes, comes" circle of people.

New term, new life.
AND I STILL HATE MATHS.

I feel horrible right now. I need to/want to/have to go shopping. No, I need to spend money. Yours, mine, other's, doesn't matter. I need to see money gone. I think it cures me.
Stress. Nervous. Anxious. I'm going hysterical. Panic attack.
Probably black coffee's fault or the fact that RESULTS ARE OUT THIS NEXT WEEK.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to act.
Damn.
Damn.
Damn.

Help.

In retrospect, I think I sound like nuts in the last entry.

I did say I was going irritate you all everyday but merely trying to find ways to keep myself awake had been such a chore. I didn't even have the energy to click on "publish post". Don't roll your eyes can...

But since TGIF, I'm going with WTH, as much as I'm dead beat, I'm still going to blog since I know my beloved ah kong (aka my loyal reader) and some of you might still be interested in me. I'm kiddin. My life.

Seee~What I stare at everyday from my seat:

front

right
left
THIS is what you call bored. un-der-stand eng-lish?

Still*munch munch* -ing. Shit me!

Dinners, movie, hang-outs, talk, gossip,shopping, excercising with buds.

Here's hoping for more great times ahead. Find time, find time okays!?

" What makes a friendship special is the way each one remembers the other when they are apart. They miss the talks, the laughs and the time they spent together. Life changes, memories don't." - Iswor K.C.

I'M GONNA BLOODY BLOG EVERY SINGLE DAY UNTIL THIS DAMN SICKENINGLY "INTERESTING" JOB ENDS ON THE 31ST! ROAR!! (with a vengeance)
*munch munch munch*

Watching Animal Planet on mute with chinese subtitles, reading other people's blog, even to the extend of finding inspirational quotes (depressing life mah), eat, stare, stone does little help to make time pass faster. It's 8 hours of dullness, listlessness, yawns and blahs for every shitty single day.
*munch munch munch*

I'm going to whine, cry, sob for the remaining cruel days till emancipation. WHAT? It's my blog, you have to deal with it or don't read lohs.
*munch munch munch*
*munch munch munch*
*munch munch munch*

Thank dad for agreeing to send me to work this week. Hopefully next week too. May be asking too much but shall keep my stubby fingers crossed. I have wasted all my energy just having to come up with 'the list of things that can be done in a freakin' freaking F-R-E-A-K-I-N-G!!! place with absolutely nothing to do'. I can't sleep too cos' people are walking around all the bloody time, they've changed our seats and I feel bloody naked. Bloody hell.
All for the sake of 545.40, I shall perservere on. Yar, I know... BUT IT'S REALLY ****ING SIAN EVEN FOR "LOVE TO COOP MYSELF IN ROOM FOR DAYS GURU=ME" okays. It's a toughie.
What? Yes, I am so going to repeat and grumble about all these tomorrow still. Aren't you glad? *Laughs* You don't have to thank me, it's my pleasure.

With goodbyes said accompanied by boxes of chocs as farewell gifts, it's the last day of work but not for yours truly... There's still 2 more weeks to go - time in ho hum land extended.
Mixed emos. More sprees allowed, ok... savings too, whatever... ... But kong's not joining me. My mouth's gonna be shut for 2 whole weeks here, no one to bicker, gossip and binge food with. I guess I'll just have to come up with some self entertainment. Maybe meditate? So then, it's sayonara to jia jun, candy, zhi wei,(see you guys in school) daren and jay - my Discovery Asia colleagues. Nice knowing you all.

I read: "When the going gets tough... the tough goes shopping". Work has been tough these days. I need to think of ways to keep myself amused and occupied or risk falling asleep at work and get caught - which by the way happened the other day. Wasn't a big deal though, I doubt they mind. (Yes, it's THAT BORING) Took half day leave with kong yesterday and went down town. All hail the comeback of the urge to splurge. Since she'll be reading this, I won't say thank you for wasting your time/life with me scouting for my stuff, walking until your legs turn jelly. Nor will I thank her for being my shopping buddy all this while. By the way, she's so so dumb! Walked right into a black wall *face splat, thinking it leads to somewhere else and goes on to tripping over nothing, spilling water all over the place, mistaking tops for skirts and getting her clothes stuck on door handles. Gosh, she might be suffering from delirium. She's getting overly hilarious day-by-day and that means free entertainment for moi. But I won't thank her. Yes, i won't do that.

2 more days remaining till arduous work officially ends. I'm kind of missing and anticipating my stay-at-home, sleep-until-sun-comes-down, watch-tv-till-eyes-pop-out days. I'm not anti social mind you. I just like cooping up in my room. Tranquility~

08.08.07 : We'll See You Soon.

The day, no matter how much unreal it seems, has come. Our lovely and pretty (her self declaration) Cal left for the states today.

.GONE.

No more funny actions, wrong words to laugh at.
No more endless conversations.
No more hanging out at her place, cartel at Gardens.
No more stupid faces in our pictures
for the next 10 months...
It's just not the same without her here, sooo quiet... It'll be another year before we get to see this silly chabu. Miss her already.

It's hard for all of us but to Cal, if you're reading this:
We'll be haunting you every night with those stuff~
I know it's not as if you're dying and I still very much want to be alive so I'm not going to drown myself. We'll see you in just awhile.
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Our last reunion dinner for the next 10 months to come:

With much love, forever my surrogate boyfriends:

Rotting in office.
I know, Friendster's lame. But anyhow, I logged in and viewed my friends and I was like "Who dat?... WHO DAT?!"
Sometimes even when we see those people we know on streets, we don't even acknowledge each other: " Yar,I added you in friendster but I'm not going to talk to you."
Like Vat-eba~
By the way, is "I'm afraid I wont be free as I have something on" give enough hint that I'm not interested in hanging out? Cos why am I still being asked what time does my stuff end and "I think you can make it lah." URGH! My brain is not functioning well these few days (I know, for some of you, you think I have no brain at all) so save me the trouble of trying to come up with good excuses. Tiring, you know?My puny brain needs rest for most of the day.

I'm always being stood up by friends. Not that I'm pissed or unhappy about it and all.... .... ...
Um, maybe I am? a lil'? Tiny little bitsy bit. But I'm trying to live in terms with it and I know that he(S) more important so yeahs, since I'm singly single, I'll make do with vcd rentals starting with:
Harry Potter
The Simpsons
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I'm NOT complaining~ Nope, I'm not.
Lastly and shit-tily, I'm bringing KitKat back.
The divine craving returns.
"Have a break, have a KitKat".
I had/have so many breaks. I had/will have so many KitKats.
It makes me happy and fat. Instantly.

Is it me or it just happen that everyone's feeling real grumpy these days. What the hell is up? uck. Hideous. Shit. Crap. (I can come up with more, don't doubt.)
Place your shit anger elsewhere. Thank you.

You know those new buses where seats at the back are placed such that they face each other? Well, it's kinda weird. Sat there today and right in front of me was this girl eating her chicken wing heartily. I stare at her. She finds out. Looks at me. I turn away. She continues with eating. I stare at her again. She fines out, looks at me. I turn away. We did that five times before I tell myself to get some zZ's. It's just so weird for a stranger to sit directly in front of you. You just don't know where to look.
I'm already looking forward to weekends where I can be alone alone alone. Stay in bed all day and stone. Don't call, don't msg. I need to get in touch with my inner spirit. Ohmms

Dawn's engagement party today. To say she looked amazing is such an understatement. The house. GAWD. It's like 10 times my home! I'm not exaggerating here. They actually have a huge garden in the middle of the house and oh, how many of us have survelliance camaras within the household? So cool! The R.I.C.H. - how different are we.
Saw a couple of childhood friends but doubt they still remember me though. Sads, we are all growing up way too fast. It must have been at least 10 years since we last met. I miss those time when thou was just a kido.
Friends are like flocking out of the country one after the other. Cal's going to Aus on the 8th. I know we'll all miss her lots, especially her nonsensical words. PSOB bank?! Deamon?
(To Joyce: we're quite good at hiding our ': ) wahahas' now)
I'm going to have to plan my ''half-year-left" resolution. I need to have and feel a life.
Tadaa! my work desk. So neat right? I know. It's so much MUCH better than that place.

Ah kong's and my desk are always stocked with food. Hungry look for us! This is where we go crazy, talk crap, stone, eat, gossip, watch tv and of cos, work.

My 4th day at work. All I did was watch tv, used the net, read books, eat, stare, stone and keep crappin with ah kong. Sounds exactly like what I usually do at home but the good part is I get paid $8.50/hr to slack. Have been sitting here since 9am and did nothing. Great job, eh? Yep, I'm blogging here, at work : )

School stuff (thank god~) has been settled. Urg, thought Maths was no longer going to be a part of my life anymore but it apparently decided that the time has not come for us to go our seperate ways, just yet. Another year of gruelling problem solving. HATES.

Shuan commented that I'm like always broke and I wonder why. I did some shopping with ah kong yesterday... ... Now, why am I broke? I shall ponder over this...

When girls are bored what do they do? They gossip. Try doing that in teochew, it'll be fun. Had a great laugh(stares from others), and time passed fast.

After suffering like a dozen blisters, the damn day is finally over. All for the sake of being taller a few cms, I've subjected my precious feet through so much pain. So feet, I'm going to treat you better. Yes, um, from next week onwards... ...
Apparently, ah Kong found a job for me so yeps, say good bye to stay at home-do nothing-sleep all day-watch every programme on tv-stoning-blah blah blah days. First day of work today and surprisingly out of the 8 of us there, 5's from school. Seeee, I'm not that ANTI-SOCIAL~
Good pay, good environment and good people. SO much better than the previous, which was like 大便.
Class gathering over the weekend. Um, yar.. like that.
Harry Potter is out tomorrow. Anyone anyone anyone?!!

After stuffing down a double cheeseburger, I'm at the verge of puking. Also partly because of the sick headache I'm having now. Stupid MSN, spent the past hour trying to figure out why the bloody hell I can't sign in and realise it's because of this insignificant problem. Urgh. I admit, okay, I'm a complete, hopeless, computer I-D-I-O-T. Idiot idiot idiot idiot!

I guess I'm not going to work anymore. Just going to stay at home until hols are over. So it's sleep, watch tv, eat then sleep again. For the next few months that is.
Argh, boring life, nothing to say already.

Celebrated Sinli's 20th B'day over pizza and mahjong at my place yesterday!

Went to Betsy's 21st B'day chalet. Listened to Joyce's ipod to pass time and Mika's songs are really great! Tempted to get the CD. Grace Kelly & Lollipop. SO NICE!

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Anyways ah wong surprised me and went to queue for donuts again for God knows how many hours. Down with fever at that time but she still got them, just for me! SO TOUCHED!!
- the famous donut from best friend ah wong:
Wide awake for 2 whole days already. The thing is, I'm not at all sleepy. Huh?!

Bud ah wong got me this!!

What can i say? I'm 感動!

Secretly went all the way to raffles city(stupidly) and queued for -The Famous Donut- for more than an hour then decided to get this instead. Anyways it doesn't matter. I'm still 感動!感動!感動!

Thank you!!!

Tadaa~ She got her brow piercing last friday. It was fun witnessing that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPPY!
Had a mini party at home. : )

I'm still jobless. sigh.

Wedding bells, ding dong~ JAS' WEDDING DAY!! She looks FABULOUS I must say. Spent the day with xz and her friends following Jas around. Tough work but I still want to get married! I don't care!! Sob! Haha.
They look so cute together.
Today had a WOW feast and now I feel like I'm three months pregnant, maybe five.

One event down. Five more to go, counting and still counting. (I know, seems endless ain't it?) Can't wait for the end of june. People, let us embrace the month of July.

Ok, I hate to say this but I'm still going to :
First day of work at at "our neighbour's bank" at this HORRIBLE,cramp, dilapidated building . Good-friend didn't want to work at first cos' of contract thingy but being overly optimistic, I persuaded her that things won't be as bad as they seem. We went and the next thing I knew, I wanted to shoot myself. So sorry about that~ hee.
People there didn't seem to be welcoming at all.
So we dropped them a simple e-mail to say we're going off to la la land. Screw the penalties and stuff. (DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT.)
All in all, a lousy day.
Had dinner with Jasmine and Xz then headed home.
Fab' cousin made me realise it actually doesn't pay to be kind.
(DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.)

Job hunting starts tomorrow and it better turn out right. I could just go crazy by all the drama from our good-friend here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOYCE!

Celebrated Joyce's 20th b'day(Oh,so old) at New York New York. Yeahs, finally got the chance to dine there~*So nice!!*

Jo, Cal, Joyce & Huiting:

MUACKS! LOVE YOU GUYS!

Family dinner at a fancy restaurant. Ambience - Grade A. Food - A TOTAL SUCKER. Nothing to talk about; can't wait to get home; boring. We're doing it again next Saturday. What?!

Anyways, I really don't know how to live through this month with all the outings and stuff. CRY!!!! I am broke people. Don't ask me out. Haha~ I'm kidding. (can go cheap cheap places lah hoor.)

NO WORK YET. Job-hunting next week. $$$$$!
And I thought life would be better after exams. DUH

Yeah, just got back from Meishan's 21st Birthday bash. Went along with Xunbin, Wanshi, Edwin, Poohee and Haoyang. It's been sooooo long since we last met and I'm glad I went even though my good friend didn't make it.
Meishan looked adorable in her outfit :) and the cake's heaven.
Played one round of mahjong before heading home in Wanshi's brand new car. Hais, it kinda made me envy and start thinking about saving up to get one too. But before that, I think I need to start on my driving lessons first. Soon!! I hope... SOB.

Hmms, didn't see those people I wanted to see at the party.(Yaaar, sads). Basically we just hung around amongst ourselves - Gossip gossip gossip.
SY, WE KNOW YOUR SECRET!
Overall it was quite fun, catching up with one fifth of 2S29.
Anyways, I'm so not going to organise a chalet for my one and only 21st B'day. I WANT SOMETHING SPECIAL. You guys can start planning now!!

Finally, one's down. 5 more birthdays to celebrate. June babies, wazzup?!
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I just can't seem to find a proper skin for this stupid blog. I'm settling for this now but I know it won't be long until I'm sick of this. There's just no perfect one out there. Sads.

Today's officially the last day of tutoring!!!

OH-MY-GAWD. Just finished a bag of time-out. Kill me. URGH!!

YUPS. Crazy days are O.V.E.R. Goodbye to exams and hello to... well, maybe work or more of staying at home (which I lurve so much.)

Watched Pirates today with the girls. It's been a long time since we hung out but sads, didn't really had the time to stick around longer. BUT! I found out something about our dear Joycccceeee..What a 'great' friend huh. Found out only after sooo many months. Yar, I'm the last,alright.
Anyways I'm missing you guys already but I know y'all will be too busy to miss me,especially JOYCE. Yes you! Madness.

Went shopping with my bro.
Then while waiting for cab, this brainless fella cut our queue and gave us that "so what?" kinda face. A total uncivilised a**h****. I could rip him up in pieces right there and then(Exaggerating lah). But clever of him to realise all of us were staring straight at him and he opted to take the bus instead. Didn't waste what his mother gave him - that puny pea brain. He should be glad it didn't end up splat all over the road side. :) Hor?

Another reason for celebration. This week's the last week of agony, sufferings, boredom, head-splitting moments, "I wish I could kick him" times - No more tuition from next week onwards! Relieve.

Went job searching with Weizhen. Hopefully we'll start work by next week. I can't wait to get my first pay cheque. Heehee.

First and foremost, CONGRATS TO MY DEARIE JASMINE.
Well it was quite shocking when u dropped the bomb and I was in much disbelief.. Yar, with all those countless "huh?""Huh?" "HUH?!"
I really thought it was a joke.
But can tell you're really happy and I'm really really happy for you too!
AND CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW MINUTE SINGAPORE IS?
Rena's "friend" 's best friend is the GROOM!Boom. We were telling each other about our friends having a wedding in June and yeps same couple!

The bad-side:
June totally sucks. (FOR ME)
FIVE BIRTHDAYS-->good buddies' and dad's=big presents +
A WEDDING-->ang baooo=big cash.
See, I don't really believe in "It's the thought that counts." That is, unless you're someone special. Hur hur. Which, by the way, even if I'm given (s***) air, I'll still be over the moon. BUT.
And hence, my philosophy : good presents = good thoughts.
Meaning I'm going to be SO in debt. I hatesssss it arh!
Oh money, why can't you put yourself into an envelope and send yourself to my mailbox.

Xq, I seriously hope things would get better.
SLEEPLESS.

Wokies~
So...when I'm going delirious, I cut my own hair. Unfortunately, it turned out like crap. Tsk tsk. It was fun though.
Um, it lasted one day then couldn't stand the look of it anymore so went to the hairdresser's in the end. Learnt the beauty of cheapo-ness. I should do this more often, especially when I'm THISSSSss broke.

Steve Taylor! Meishan and I finally met the man himself. Hur Hur. We all love him don't we? YES WE DO.

The Voice Within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to
Trust the voice within

Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside, look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
Break it
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

I GOT MY NEW CELL YESTERDAY! *PINK PINK PINK* Thanks to my bro! anyhow, though I still need to pay him back in due time, I'm still very ecstatic!


April’s suddenly here kays. I totally forgot about April Fool's. Is this what growing old does to us? We forget to have fun.

Today was such a torture to me. Barely had any shut eye yesterday (yes, AGAIN)and having gone through Nageb's lect, I'm almost dead. Tomorrow's a full day.
Exam is a month away.
Everybody's mugging like exam's the next day.

BONKERS!!!
I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I need to study.

stressed out.

so sick.

should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not? should I? should I not?


Joyce, Josephine, Calista... I MISS YOU GUYS!

Sicks, yet another sleepless night. Sighs * 10,000.

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I want to watch this:

Chris Brown and Ne-yo!

this:

and this!!!Beanie is so cute.

Hur hur. : )

What a day! Went shopping at Ikea with my aunt and it was oh-so-painful. Kudos to her. Kept screaming my name when she can't find me (I'm like behind her all the time,hello? She just can't seem to see me, dunOo why) and calling me all the weird nicknames that even I don't even know they exist before.
Whatever, you haven't heard the worst. She kept comparing items, asking those assistants to look for things that aren’t on sale at all. Even if it’s out of stock she’ll be so cute as to ask, “Why is it out of stock?” She then went on to compare the length of towels and attempted to try tying it around my head. Of course, I said "NOooo!!!" and she tried it on herself. Hey, I did try to stop her you know, but she said she didn’t give a damn what others think of her. Well, seriously, truthfully, I wasn’t thinking about her. I was saving myself, ME. Hur hur. She unfortunately, didn’t get my hint.
Anyways when we finally reached the cashier, I thought all the crap was coming to an end BUT surprise, surprise~ When the bill showed, she was in such disbelief that the total would add up to so much, she asked the assistant for the price of each and every item that I’ve painstakingly placed nicely in the bag. Still in shocked, she demanded the cashier to re-enter all the items and report the exact price. Then having put back almost half the things she took, that miserable moment ended an hour later. I swear I could feel the cashier’s urge to kick her. I share the same feelings. : )
Xz's soooo clever to pass this chance. I’ve learnt such a valuable lesson. Urgh. Just wait till you get in my shoes. Ho, you'll be praying you could just vanish into outer-outer space.
Anyways, at least something good happened. I got some new stuff added to my room - F.O.C. Hahs.
Finally after complaining to Xz, my mum and my blather, I'm quite over the trauma.

It just feels so good to stay stuck in bed all day for now (GOODBYE DARK CIRCLES). Prelim's over. Not that it makes any difference though. Went for 2 papers out of the 5 and screwed it all up. Still, I think I deserve to be rewarded and so got some stuff online again. Hur. Hur.

I feeeel good!

IT'S UPDATED! (HURRAYS, BRING OUT THE CHAMPAGNE.)
soon-to-be-bored-to-death so here goes:

Spent the entire two weeks during CNY just watching tv, tv and more tvSss.
Can life be anymore pathetic?... ...

Seems like it~ Prelim's up next. So for now it's just S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G. Going back to school - it's just so blaaaaaaahs

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Got back my JLPT3 result. My heart literally skipped a beat when Pop handed me the envelope.
I PASSED. Phews.
Much improvement, compared to last year's - Yes, we flunk that damn thing.
But this time we did good! : )
Rena, 一緒にがんばってね!