Can I have an early birthday present? I promise to be good...
I want soundproof walls!!
He's blasting his karaoke again and to make it worse, he even played that song from 高凌风.
GOOOD, helppp meeeeee..
It's making me go insane. I'm turning NUTS.
CRRRY CANT I EVEN HAVE A PEACEFUL SLEEP ON A SUNDAY MORNING!!?
Doesn't he understand the fact that NOT all of us get up promptly at 8 in the morning? He probably has this misconception that when he wakes up, the world wakes up with him. URGH! I just have the urge to cut all the wires in the middle of the night.
It's freaking 1:30 pm and I just had like 6 hours of sleep and I'm up writing this shitty post because I have no where else to vent my frustrations. Thank you very much.

And you know the best part when you get freaking pissed having been deprieved of your sleep and the first thing he said to you was, "Eh why never do the dishes?"
What?! Do I look like a bloody dishwasher to you? It's so sickening to hear of stereotypes and now they actually turn out to be your family. What, us females have the washing dishes/doing laundry/mopping floors look? Like "Let me do all your freaking dishes man. I haaave the loOok"

Yeah, I know, this isn't the first time I've complained about this. But it's a great way to find out the source of all my craps, how I ended up being so mental right?...
Anyways, I still love my family. If not, they would have been soooo GONE by now and many many many times over.
Sigh, my home ''sweet'' home~

This made my day. (and the person who made it)

There's nothing to do.
I'm getting all nauseous just by being bored.
I'm too tired to take out my lecture notes but too awake to sleep.

I'm starting to plan for my 21st birthday already. YEAH YEAH. Typical Singaporean - KIASU. That's me, problem?
So, ahem...
I want to:
1) go for a long cable car ride.
2) go to the zoo with some animal enthusiast
3) go overseas. Ok, maybe just across the woodlands causeway.
Genting, want not?
4) go shopping without a heck for my budget
5) ... ...

These are temporary(as you can see, they're stupid).Will do a couple of research and come up with a better list.
My very dear friends, there's still 8 months, 7 days to THE day. Start saving up for my big treat bah. I'm not kidding you know. Yah.
You know I'm talking to you. Uh uh, don't act blur.


STOP IT!

I always thought that if I believed in something and secretly wish for it, maybe, somehow or other, it will become a reality. But now, all I want is to forget about what I won't have. I want to not think about what the future holds for me, what it could have or should have been. I just want to sleep and dream.
To August is an agonising long empty wait. You have no idea.

I finally made it out into the outside world.
Met up with Joyce and Jo - my cha bu's for lunch at Togi's! : )
Ah joyce, thankew for the xmas gift. I LUUURVE IT! Yeah, you know me well. Haha.
Some to share:
"Whoever said that money can't buy happiness doesn't know where to shop."

"Life is full of frustrations and challenges - but eventually you find a dress that you like."

"Shopping isnt a matter of life and death...it's far more important than that."

TIMELESS I tell you.
And Jo, thanks for your company. Come to think of it, really think those shoes we bought were worth it!
10 bucks! (Joyce ah... ... seee, you didn't come along.)
More muddy mud pie and your carrot cake soon!

Cal, it's never quite the same without you still. No one to laugh at man.