It would be nice if you could take time to listen to my life.
Then call me crazy and brush me off.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I did try.
You didn't hear.

Night cycling at ecp : )

Been such a long time since I've hopped on the bicycle and took a ride.
From ecp to changi village and back. My life was almost gone, so did my limbs and my precious butt.

Took approx 4 hours there and then 2 hours back. 26 km!
Too clumbsy, rode right into metal pole and fell. So many blue-blacks.

Ride back was painful, even the ride to the nearest toilet was too much a chore.
Settled down for few rounds of games before dawn broke. Had so much anticipation for the sunrise but was let down by over cloudy sky.

And now I would have to agree with Priscilla that once you grow old, you won't be able to do much of such stuff because after that day, I spent entire two days in bed recovering from this extreme sport.
All was fun except a couple of stupid events like gay harassing cy/ forgot to invite ws and suay enough bumped into her (yeah how small can s'pore be)/ they excluded egg from my nasi lemak (joking, but it DID happen)/ and of cos my falling down.

Because my dear Kong needs to kill time.

Because my dear Kong needs to kill time

Working is beginning to take its toll on me. I hate having to wake at 7, followed by the rush preparation and the need to sneak into office because I would have arrived at work 20 mins late.
Want to sleep earlier but Friends is keeping me up way into the wee hours of the night. After a month of it, I've finally completed all 10 seasons. woohoo and I'm beginning to like Aniston.
Anyway work day is grouchy day except 1st/15th/29th aug, 12th/26th sep cos it's suppose to be pay day(if i'm not wrong). Want date me? Pick the right period. Bank would probably be depleted one week from receive of my liquid asset.
So then, most of you guys would have already had enough of my whiny pain-in-the-ass ears complains about how I have nothing to do at work and how utterly mundane it is. Since brain no work, mouth will do the work - breakfast, lunch, free milos and snack snack snack all the way until work ends, closely followed by dinner at home, online movies and sweet dreams. No wonder so many working adults are fat. Tired of the monotony-yawn-yawn.
I am seriously ruining me.
Maybe I shall keep my weekends free for me and my soul (exception to my chabu's) and slog myself to death having fun after work on the weekdays.
I love you bed. Let's have a rendezvous over the weekend.

2 months to my oh.shit.i.still.havent.thought.of.anything.to.do.what.the.hell.why,tell.me.why 21st.

Rihanna - P.S I'm Still Not Over You

Sometimes it's nice not to find that special someone because then, we won't need to deal with the stupid heartache.


Rihanna - P.S I'm Still Not Over You
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
And it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you


DAMN! Tony Leung got married :(

I have a life.

I have a life.

I have a life!!!

So please, let me enjoy it.

you may be trying, but just let me be.

It's just sad that people will think that way about you when they have absolutely not a clue what you've been through.
They judge - accordingly to their standards and views of life.
We all come from a different environment, face different encounters. What I do, why I think the way that I do, is not something I can freely choose. When you see what I see, when you feel what I feel, you will probably understand why I am me.
Not that I've committed anything that I'm not proud of.
I am not ashamed of holding on to what I believe in because I don't wish to have a life filled with the same old problems that I have now.
So, please put yourself in my shoes before you criticise and judge.
I, am not you.

Wah hah! Saw this on the way to Caoge's concert!!

So damn sweeet!!

Caoge's concert, not really worth mentioning but I love him still, minus the cheesiness and whole lot of pep talk from him. uh huh~

Jo: "J-E-A-L-O-U-S?!!"

Okays so Xindy, the perm that I'm now covering work for, has finally given birth. After the long long wait, presenting baby Alysha at Day 1!Oh mans, these cute little things... aw~

Been trying to fit my whole week with things to do, places to go.
Dinner with Kong (I FINALLY HUNT THAT PAIR OF SHOE DOWN! PERSEVERANCE PAYS OFF. OH I LOVE IT)
Met up with Mr Ho Lai Seng together with 2s29. Those memorable times when '...whaaat...' was the "in" word. Visited him at his place then dinner at Borsche Restaurant, terrible terrible service and food. TERRIBLE.
But being able to get together was good even though he CANNOT RECALL MY NAME AT ALL. Yes, he remembered Wanshi's, took some time to recall Xunbin, then look at me and said "the one with Weizhen". Kong you don't gloat I tell you. I know, I am T-H-A-T unnoticeable. WHAT.
We gossiped about other teachers, the old and new principal and stuff. The most memorable part was actually getting to hear Mr Ho's funny laughter again.
Somehow it was quite surprising to hear how he came home everyday and talked to his wife about Bin. Teachers do care. Well..., some really do.

"My wife and I wish to thank you for all the wonderful food and fellowship last night. I went through a stressful time this year, and this visit by former student is a source of great encouragement to me. Next time it should be my turn to give you all a treat, perhaps upon my retirement. May god bless you all. " - Mr Ho.
I'm glad I went. : )

Headed to Liquid Kitchen thereafter, had a round of drinks and started playing games.

Toasting to Singlehood-no-big-a-deal.

Last stop - RK restaurant and what else but with ghost stories that ended the night.
Reached home 3 in the morning, am at work and half dead.

Priscilla's absence from work these few days meant coming to work late, surf net, take my own sweet time for lunch and back to surfing net till work ended - sometimes early, depending on my mood.

She'll be back tomorrow, don't know whether my working drive will return that soon and I know likewise for her. Well, at least there is someone beside to talk to/ hear her bitch about boss and gossip about others.

So with that much free time at hand, I got to thinking and... ... I'm over it, I know I can.

Didn't know what to do yesterday, didn't want to go home so went for a haircut and they cut off my one year's worth of length. Heart pain.
And and and (brace yourselves...) I shopped alone! (Now is the time to GASP hello?~)
At least it got rid of emo emo and man! was it fun to walk around with big big bank.

I'm Back!

It's been 5 years yet I don't consider them wasted.
Maybe all along I knew but didn't want to accept the fact because we told each other we would wait.
All that confidence in our future, where is it now?
You found someone else.
Don't know what to do anymore. Seems like there is no more looking forward to, no more nothing.
I will be fine, but maybe not now,not yet.
Deep down, I still hope. It's not easy to let go.

Please, don't ask.

Went to the airport to send Chishing off to Sydney: Saying our last goodbyes through the window. :(


we emo-ing after that... (want to get out of spore too)

see small figure
Talk to you soon.

Edwin, if you're reading this, I want the Spin-a-Shot thingy too! So cool.