let me dwell in that lie, for just a little bit more longer...

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

Michael Jackson dies, and now we have no mood to work... ...

Carl's Jr with the mummie-to-be!

my cheeks are sore from laughing too hard. :)

Cal's bbq - ECP.

it's duper nice to just hang out with the best friends, ex-classmates, people i've come to know and people i do not know:

thanks siao cha bor for organising and your hair is awfully pretty.

HY's 22nd b'day @ Clarke Quay.

Dinner at Saizeriya, Liang Court. Extremely afforable so expect a mediocre meal.

chill session at pump room after.

besides that "WTH?!" moment, the night went on pretty well. ok, maybe the retro music was painful, but i would like to think it was a nice experience.

the dear friend needs to learn to priortise.

last minute overnight mj at my place then decided to ditch halfway and opted for discussion about the birds and bees, whatnot. so ladies, in a nutshell, it is preferred if you:

1.eat with your mouth close
2.you can't be F** (taboo word)
3. do not take advantage of guys when it comes to $$$.
4. must have at least B cup boobs
5. order and eat less than guys
6.perfer no nail colour or french manicure
7.make-up is a must
8. do not be too sporty, no muscular arms please.
9. school uniform/ nurse uniform preferred over policewomen and air stewardess
10. no b.o, no bad breathe.

how true is this?

am having a case of writer's block for some time now; plus the fact that i'm totally flat-out ever since May, there is no motivation, no time and no energy to satisfy your curosity of my life.

lappie recently silently commited suicide. no signs, no nothing.

there was the whole hassle of trying to interpret what the indian friend was trying to communicate over the phone, finally realising what she referred to as S10 was actually the F10. and then i had to wait for daddy to go help purchase new adpator and batt which took almost 2 weeks.
basically it meant me literally staring at my ceiling when there's nothing to do.
i admit, i can't do without my lappie. i really can't.

the month of May had been adequately summarised by the previous post.
am thankful for the many many 加油s i received during that grueling period. they did help reduce the number of cuppas i had to take and saves from evil calories!

appreciate also dad's efforts, taking leave from work on all the days i had papers just so that he could send me. and of cos, mum's concern.

despite butt sticking on chair for a whole month episode is a thing of the past and i know i odd to cry myself a river with tears of relieve and happiness. i, however, don't feel anything at all. there are still so many uncertainities - am i an undergrad still or am i considered officially an unemployed? i guess i need the actual results to turn me in the right direction.
in the meantime i shall aspire to become a couch potato and take time to smell the flowers because the next time i have the chance to do so, i'll prolly be in my 60s and retiring.

and so, this is June for me:

03 June: Cal Chan hails from the US of A - eat, drink and be merry.

Butterfactory

04 June: "sister support" needed.

05 June: Joycie's 22nd b'day

Steamboating @ calichan's!

OH OH and i finally had the chance to take the Circle Line - Serangoon to Bishan in 60 no more 4 mins!

08 June: SENTOSA with Xq.

we just walked.

ultimately, old people should just sit down and have some Coffee Bean's Ultimate!

12 June: ad-lib dinnering with ed and xb.

they saved me from the agonizing boredom of staying in my striped box.

15 June: Start work.

temp-ing again at IBM till end June.

happy to see the old faces again.

new:

-the tidbits corner revamped

-make shift radio -scratch back stick in a cup. brilliant idea.

oh,...and then there's the new boss everyone hates.

Cali's US buddies here for the week.

Supper at Chomp Chomp and horror DVD