it's back to hitting the books again after god knows what i have been doing. daydreaming my precious days away. stress is here and so are pimples! they come in a pair - one for one. oh no, one for many. yar, as if it's like so totally worth it.

having shoved all the drama that went on for almost half a year down the toilet bowl, (yes that is how long i can bear a grudge), i finally met up with the friend i used to and still call an asshole. i don't deny having second or many thoughts about it. one- because i'm not into awkwardness. second- because i'm still not into awkwardness. but i know there has to be a time for this and so to get all the uneasiness over and done with,  it's starbucks down the long long road. (ok. it's just CP)

it's like being emancipated to be able to be that bitch in front of her again.

ah kong let me drive her dad's car all the way home. i missed the steering wheel so much!

i'm sorry i havent been there, i really wished i could have been. 

seriously, people can be so dense and self sacrificing and oh so dumb. love yourself more PLEASE before you learn to love another.

anyhow, welcome back.