The.Real.Me.Perhaps.

am having a case of writer's block for some time now; plus the fact that i'm totally flat-out ever since May, there is no motivation, no time and no energy to satisfy your curosity of my life.

lappie recently silently commited suicide. no signs, no nothing.

there was the whole hassle of trying to interpret what the indian friend was trying to communicate over the phone, finally realising what she referred to as S10 was actually the F10. and then i had to wait for daddy to go help purchase new adpator and batt which took almost 2 weeks.
basically it meant me literally staring at my ceiling when there's nothing to do.
i admit, i can't do without my lappie. i really can't.

the month of May had been adequately summarised by the previous post.
am thankful for the many many 加油s i received during that grueling period. they did help reduce the number of cuppas i had to take and saves from evil calories!

appreciate also dad's efforts, taking leave from work on all the days i had papers just so that he could send me. and of cos, mum's concern.

despite butt sticking on chair for a whole month episode is a thing of the past and i know i odd to cry myself a river with tears of relieve and happiness. i, however, don't feel anything at all. there are still so many uncertainities - am i an undergrad still or am i considered officially an unemployed? i guess i need the actual results to turn me in the right direction.
in the meantime i shall aspire to become a couch potato and take time to smell the flowers because the next time i have the chance to do so, i'll prolly be in my 60s and retiring.

and so, this is June for me:

03 June: Cal Chan hails from the US of A - eat, drink and be merry.

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