i can never get use to this job.
i go along with the monotony of every morn but most of the time, it is just too excruciating. many times i wish i could dump everything aside and go home.
only in my 2nd week but it seems as if i've been here for almost a month. i wonder how am i'm going to last for the rest of the contract.
2 months 12 days left.

the sole motivation i have is the pay cheque: "one day's wage = one week's allowance."
imbedding this into the brain is the only way i pull myself through the antagonising ho hum of work.

i'm coping, there is lesser need to skip lunch and go home late but there is no possibility that i might settle in eventually.

if you have problems not receiving your emails blame it on the system, not me.
if you do not receive your report, blame it on the ex-temp for not telling me anything, not me.
if reports are sent to the wrong person, blame yourself for not updating the system, not me.

yes i get it, i get it, i'm the temp aka get-blamed-for-every-single-shit-that-happens.
but i'm doing my best - i don't give a damn,yes, but i'm doing my utmost to make sure you people get your stupid reports sent on time.
don't i at least deserve a choc cupcake for all the labour i put in?