such is life, and it's getting sucher and sucher...

one hella a week! i'm completely drained of any mental strength i have kept in the reserve. shit happens, i get that, but i would just like to have some time to catch my breath before another episode starts.

let's do a recrap but where do i even begin?
work hasn't been smooth sailing. screw ups are happening a lot and it's very demoralising. please give me a proper handover so i'll know what i need to do exactly. like i said, please help me help you.and "Mr Friday" needs to stop bugging me every now and then. I have no idea what you're asking me about, no clue why you need to do the things you need to do. for goodness' sakes, we're not even in the same dept!


also, the fatcat got really sick this time round. i believe this is the first time she's been ill throughout the whole of a decade.
contrary to the fact that she's overweight ( a whopping 5kg), she has always been in good health. it pains me to see her rejecting food and water, all lethargic and weak and in a daze. brought her to the vet, of course, it didn't come without a struggle from this feisty 'little' darling of mine. many apologies to the staff if she's bitten/ scratch/ hissed at you. what can i say, the fatcat has character.

i miss her pounding at my door 2 in the morning to get in, and waking me up 3am to get me to open the door so she could get out and then call out to me at 5am to get me to feed her. i miss coming home to see her come greet me. i miss seeing her sun bathing and rolling on the floor.
i promise to buy you only good food from now on so please get well soonest.